blankly staring out at nothing at all. nothing registering in the mind just small random whisps of thought flying past. the drone of surrounding noises barely make a dent in the swirl of colours, sounds and scents. the heavyness of a body unwilling to surrender but unwilling to go on, sits lethrgic in statue-likeness allowing the cloak of time to swirl.... where do we go from here?
 
...slow incline week...
hn...nothing much was remarkable about this week except the way it started out. truth to tell, i can't remember very much except that it was definately not my favourite monday just because i was in a strange sort of mood. on the night before, Sunday, i had prayed for God to change my complacency even a little and so i suppose no change can come without us feeling at least a little strange about it and so i hope it was a change. i don't know. yet. then, tuesday came. a little better...i had a dentist appointment and right after, my mom made a stop at the market [yes, prompted a little by me...but she did ask!] and there aside from groceries, i got an FIR cd [Fairyland In Reality. they're a new chinese band who're really good. i like their style a lot]. Wednesday was my mom's birthday. i spent the night before making her card and present and so didn't get too much sleep, which in truth i don't need that much of anyway. and by this day, the week had already toned down on "it's" moodiness on me... i still didn't get any inspiration or urge to write/type anything strangely enough..i did have the mood to draw though. mostly, the week [whatever i've had of it] made me feel tired. i think it's changing for the better though. i guess i'm feeling better now despite that weird excerpt up there. don't mind it. it's just a random running of my thoughts and so...well, blogs are for publishing thoughts, right? kyaa...this seems so uncharacteristic... then again, i'm not posting this on friday like i usually do [i thought i'd post now in case i don't have time again tomorrow]. it's a thursday and i'm using an opportune moment to do this..heh...and what happened in school today? nothing special unless you count the giving away of a perfectly good 50 bucks to my school's cursed Aerobikton..grr..  right, anyway, i have a literature test tomorrow, good luck everybody who's in it with me! i sure haven't studied so i'd better do so later otherwise it's last minute cramming in Chelle's house again.. >_<>
hah! so, nothing much more and let this be a closing of the..uhm...lower side of this week and the celebration of the coming of another Friday [tomorrow]! ^^ ja!

p/s - oh yeah, sorry, all, about the wordings last week..i know i caused much sight problems because if the teeny-tiny font..well, it's all better now! you can look again..  ^_^